changes

I conclude that most readers of my blog either are too shy to speak or there's no one actually reading it anyways. but still i write. this time in the confines of my office library. i read that a dear friend thinks i've changed so much and this dear friend can hardly relate the new me to the Brian of old.

now, i wonder if the truth has been streched a bit or maybe it's precisely on the dot. I mean, i won't deny the fact that working has changed me, but i believe the change started even before i was working. probably found its root sometime back when i was in Sheffield.
as many of you know, some things took a turn for the worse while i was there, but though the differences were sorted out, the event had such a significant effect on my outlook that my personal views on people in general changed.


i have become somewhat COLD
and i must say that the people closest to me have been getting the indirect repercussion, as such. I am truly sorry for the change in me has made me less recognisable, less familiar, less friendly, more fiery, fierce, hard-headed and hard to bear.


i miss the the old times greatly, but we all move on. so lets hope in time to come, we'd all recapture the laughters and the simple joys of friendship once more.


have a beautiful valentine's. goodnight.