Sometimes you just can seem to say the things that you really wanna say... i mean, things don't come out the way you meant for it to be. That's funny cos i've always thought myself as quite the eloquent person. ahahhahah
man-woman relationship is weird. it's not always you can find a guy and a girl who can be so close without there being any hanky panky or any of the complications that a proper "relationship" can bring. and when you do find that one perfect fit where you could actually be all brother-sister-ly, you'd probably wish that there was some level of hanky panky going on. just to test the limit. but thank god, (for the record) i've not succumed to those feelings.
however, i've had the privilege to have several wonderful and beautiful lady buddies who i treat as my very own sister. there's Jessie who've been through most of my growing up years in college... back in the days when i was the "semester man"... a time when relationships never lasted past the semester... thank god there was 3 semesters a year... ahahhahahhah. She is one of the most purest girls i've ever ever known. she is just so innocent that sometimes i worry that guys might just fuck it all up. i do worry a great deal about her. not that she's unable to stand on her own two feet. she is an independent, intelligent and successful person. but even after so many years, i still see her as a baby sister that i wanna protect.
There's also Joanne. She is the Queen in her fairy and butterfly land. Also beautiful and intelligent. though you can't really tell from the looks, but her grades shows. she too is such a fragile lil girl. i've seen her go through a lot these past 3 years. she's the kind of person that is easy to get addicted to and easy to love. but love has never been easy to her. Sometimes, i wish i could just put some time aside from my own busy life and straighten all those tangles in her quest for finding her prince charming and help her on her way. she deserves it... maybe i should conduct an interview for all interested respondents and sorta choose the right guy for her. like american idol or something. sure damn fun one.
i pray, tonight, that they are both well and are happy in the respective relationships they are in. i also hope that they get all the neverending goodies that they truly deserve for being such great people.
and again, i'd also like to say to my dearest Hanna, I love you. I wouldn't ever wanna be without you. You mean the world to me and i hope you know it.
night-night everyone.
B.
